Pocketful of Poetry

Pocketful of Poetry


Hello, Gorgeous!


So I have decided that I want to share with you guys some of the other stuff that I write. I knew I didn't want it to be too long, and that it had to be, I don't know, not fan fiction. Eliminating anything that fell under those categories I was left with one thing..


Poetry!


So this is one of the many poems I have written, and this particular is- well I guess you'll have to read and find out!


Enjoy!




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Title: Who Am I?


Who am I?


It's a weird question isn't?
To know your name and what you look like,
But not who you truly are.


The world makes it seem like we all have to be the same,
Or else.
Or else we'll be something horrible.


Different.


Because of this we're scared to see who we are,
Who we could be,
And what controls us.


Because it seems that what identifies us is what controls us.


So who am I?


Am I fear?


Am I constantly anxious and worried about other's opinions?


Am I blinded the anxiety that I'll mess up, and fail, and be judged for one mistake by the whole
world?


Am I terrified that one day I'll wake up and be alone,
But am too afraid to confront others?


Am I drowning in the voids of my brain as I constantly over think everything?


Every person,
Every event,
Every location,


Every single aspect of my life until I'm too afraid to breath?


Could that be? Is that even possible?


Or am I something else?


Am I anger?


Could I be someone who will simply explode if you approach them?


Or am I the kind of person that just glares at life as it dares to pass by?


You know.


The kind that are angry at themselves for every regret?


The ones that are so full of rage, and so frustrated at their own actions, that they take it out on others?


One of the people that are so angry they just want to scream.


Scream at their failures,
Their mistakes,
Their emptiness,
Their self-pity,
Their emotions.


And simply continue screaming until they have no voice to cry out with, and are left stranded and alone on an island of misery.


No.


That's not me either.


So am I sadness?


Is that me?


Am I surrounded by the weighted gloom of depression?


Have I taken on so much hate, and so much pressure that I've become numb?


Has life fired one too many bullets at me and forced me to build a wall around my fragile heart?


Do I lie to those I love to protect myself, and lie to myself to protect them?


Am I really the kind of person who doesn't truly trust anyone enough to even consider letting them in enough to help lift the weight?


The weight of my insecurities,
My lowest moments,
My biggest fears,
My major issues.


Would I rather be crushed under all that weight than risk even the smallest possibility of getting hurt?


Is that really who I want to be?


Are these really options to be considered?


Yes,
They are.


Because all though I'm scared to confess this,
And all though it fills me with rage every time I look back at my past,
And fills me with sadness when I look at some of the stuff that's happened;


It's part of who I am.


I've allowed myself to drown in fear.
I've exploded, and demolished entire friendships with my anger.
I've hidden myself in sadness.


Because that was me.


But I've also laughed at memories of my childhood.
I've shrieked and howled in happiness as I've adventures outside of my home,
I've cried tears of joy as I've told my friends my story, and have them support me.


Because through out all of this, I've really learned one thing.


Maybe I wear weird clothes, and talk to myself sometimes.
Maybe I obsess over strange things and talk non-stop about said things.
Maybe I'd rather spend my time in a library reading than sit at a table of strangers,
Maybe I dream wild things, and rebel against others to prove myself right.


Maybe I am different.


But that's okay.


Because different is beautiful.


It's unique, creative, fantastic, mystical, enchanting and simply, fascinating.


Different is being able to say, "Yah, I did that." And not give a damn what others think.


Because you are you.


You may not be a model, or a pop star, or an athlete, or smart.


But you are special, and that's gorgeous.


So yeah, I am different.


And that's what makes me proud of who I am.


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There you go guys! So that went out to all of you, who are having a hard time, or have ever been hurt, or just simply don't really just much they're worth. Hopefully this cheered you up a little and made you think a little better about yourself.


Thanks for everything guys, I love you all!


You're busiest friend, and poet,
The Nerdy Blogger
(Brooklyn Wilkins)


P.S. QUOTE OF THE POST: "Forget the risk, take the fall. If it's what you want, It's worth it all." ~Anonymous

Summertime Madness

Summertime Madness


Hello there, my darlings!


MAN! How I have missed you guys! Time has flown by, and it's already summer, months since my last post! (Sorry about that by the way) but let's get back to business...


Who am I kidding? What the heck am I talking about?! It's summer! And that means lots and lots of spontaneous fun... unless you have a summer job... like me... God I have no life.


Anyways back to fun! I don't know about you, but it's been pretty sunny up here in the Maritimes. And sunshine means perfect whether for the great outdoors! And New Brunswick, specifically the Moncton and Albert County area, is the perfect place to do everything. I should know, I grew up there! So here's a list of the different things that area ALWAYS on my summer to do list for Moncton, Hopewell Cape, and Alma. All of those part of New Brunswick!

1: Magic Mountain


My family and I go make a stop at the water wonderland every year. And just recently it's gotten even better. For those who don't know Magic Mountain used to be an amazing water park on Magnetic Hill in Moncton. But now, it's new and improved. The waterslide topic has expanded into 4 different zones.


First there's the Splash Zone. This part is the real original, as it holds all of the waterslide, and pools and has always been apart of Magic Mountain. In this zone there's stuff for everyone! There's multiple waterslides, my favourite being the Tornado, each one leaving you thrilled and refreshingly soaked. For those who have no fear there's the monstrous Kamikaze. This bad boy has an over 100 feet (30 meters), nearly vertical drop that looms over the entire park, and will leave it's victims with one heck of a wedge! I know from experience! For the more mellow folks there's the Wave Pool that's basically a huge pool that switches from your average simple waves to huge, crazy waves that are bound to make you smile. And if you simply want to relax you can take a ride the lazy river and bob around the river in a comfy tube. 


The next zone is the Fun Zone! This area is brand spanking new. Although I haven't personally been there yet, I know for a fact that this place is full of rides and roller coasters of all kinds! Going off the little bit of research I've done, the different rides in this zone consist of  Wave Swinger, The Star Jumper, The Rio Grande, and the Sky Flyer.


There's also two other smaller zones known as the Golf Zone, for a good day of golfing, and the Tech Zone, an arcade for all the gamers out there.

2. Hopewell Rocks


 Now maybe I'm a biased because I practically grew up at this place, but it is seriously amazing. The Hopewell Rocks is home of the Bay Of  Fundy, which has the highest tides in the world. And I'm not talking about a petty 10ft. No, these tides are actually 3 times that at least! The Bay Of Fundy has an average of 36ft and a maximum of 52ft in height! Over a periods of 6 hours over 160 billion tons of water flows in and out of the Rocks daily. That's enough to fill the Grand Canyon!


During high tide at the Hopewell Rocks, they give you the opportunity to see the murky, chocolate coloured water as it fills up our coves and leaves the only the top half of their ginormous flower pot rocks visible. If your the kind of person that likes to get up close and personal with nature, you may enjoy this next bit, because they also give you the chance to get into a kayak and glide along the surface of these powerful tides. With the Kayak Tours it gives you a chance to experience the Bay of Fundy like no other, as you are literally paddling through the waters and around the breath taking rock formations.


Another 6 hours later you have a completely different and new site to adventure, because once the tide goes out, the ocean floor is revealed and left for you to explore. And this is what is really special about the park. Because sure, when you physically see the tides you get an idea of how big the tides are, but it's not until you are standing on the muddy floor, looking up at the flower pot rocks that you really grasp how massive it is. Not only is it a unique and one of a kind tour, but it also allows you to leave your foot print on the ocean floor and discover the different formations like Dinosaur Rock or Mother-In-Law Rock or the world famous Lover's Arch.


If you think that's all the Hopewell Rocks provides you're extremely wrong. They have an amazing restaurant that makes my taste buds scream just from looking at the menu. It's honestly that good! And if you're waiting for the tide to come in or just looking for the perfect way to remember the trip, the Tidal Treasures Gift Shop can help with that. The gift shop has everything! From clothes to toys to ornaments, books, and food, the gift shop will never leave you unsatisfied.

Over all the place is spectacular with fantastic staff and costumer service, and the sight and the Bay Of Fundy itself is truly a wonder of nature.

3. Fundy National Park

In case you didn't get the chance to really 'be one with nature' at The Rocks you can always go and camp out at Fundy National Park. They have everything a nature love could ask for. Amazing trails, breath taking scenery, relaxing waterfalls, cozy campsites, and a heck of a lot more! I have come here multiple times, and Fundy never fails to impress.


Not only does this place have great wilderness stuff, they have awesome activities to help make your experience even better. You can kayak on Bennett Lake, or swim in their heated salt water pool, you can learn about the nature and wildlife itself at their information center, or take the kids to their crazy, wonderful, play park. Now instead of going on and on about this place, which I very well could because it's so astonishing, I'm just going to show you in a video my class made about it 2 years ago.


Here's the link. Keep in mind this is a year old though.

And there you have it! My top three places to hang out during the summer in New Brunswick, Canada. If you guys ever do get the chance to hang out in NB, make sure you check these attractions out, you won't regret it.

Now get out there and soak up the sun. Have a great summer everyone!


Sending huge rays of sunshine,
The Nerdy Blogger
(Brooklyn Wilkins)


P.S.: QUOTE OF THE POST! "Tan line may fade, but memories are forever." ~Anonymous.

Happy New Year!!!

Happy New Year, Dearies!


    
       Welcome to the 2016 world of my blog! I know this post is more then a little delayed, seeing how it's now February, but I am still going to remind you all of your New Year's resolutions, and tell you about mine. So lets pull back out those party hats, and noise makers, cause this may get a little crazy!




     Ah, New Year's resolutions! We put all of our hopes and dreams into this one goal, and tell ourselves that it will last for the rest of the year. Only for it to go completely down hill within 2 weeks. I actually attempted to do this myself this year. I told myself I was going to loose all the weight I could, and get into shape for basketball season. I was right into it! I downloaded the 'Fitness Plus' app, it let's you track how many calories you need to eat and loose to reach your goal weight. All I simply had to do was record what I eat, how much I ate of it, pretty easy. I also added the 'S Work It' workout app.




      All had been well, then I hit my first weak day. I was at my Grandmother's, and she decided I needed to eat a pre supper snack, then a full course meal, and then dessert. It was so sooo good, and I couldn't say no to my Grandma! Everything went South from there. I had stopped working out, and stopped tracking my calories, but still played basketball every week.




     And do you know what? I'm perfectly okay with that! So screw New Year's resolutions! I'm just going to enjoy being me, just the way I am...or was...whatever! If any body out there actually have stuck to there promises to themselves, I applaud you. Because it's a lot harder then I thought it would it be.


Any how, that's it for now, Ciao!


The Nerdy Blogger


P.S. QUOTE OF THE POST!!! Wake up with determination. Go to bed with satisfaction. ~Anonymous

Winter Vacation

Winter Vacation

Hello Sweeties,

Guess what time of year it is? IT'S WINTER VACATION!!! This means more time to sleep, read, fan girl, sleep, drink tea, eat, and do absolutely nothing! It's heaven on Earth. Well it would be if I didn't have a bunch of stuff to do.  I've got homework, Christmas parties, basketball games, and simply hanging out with my friends. Which I guess is a good thing, I wouldn't want to become a hermit, now would I?

There are many things to do on your Christmas break. Whether it's relaxing, or something extreme, the holidays are always filled with fun. Here's a few suggestions, to stop yourself from becoming a hermit, like myself.

#1. ENJOY THE SNOW!!

Up here in Canada, snow is a guarantee. But it's up to you whether you want to go and use it or not. I, personally, love the snow!! So after a big storm I'm outside either sledding, building a snowman, or chucking snowballs at my Twin. (That's my favorite.) Winter is a true gift with all it's beauty. Before you know it, it'll be melted away. So don't take it for granted. Go for a nice walk, or sleigh ride, in a beautiful winter wonder land.

#2 SOCIALIZE!!!

I know, this one is a lot to ask, but we do need human interaction from time to time. A good way to do this is either go to, or invite someone over who you actually enjoy. Friends can be great for lots of things! From ranting, to freaking out, true friends are always there to support you, even when you're going insane! So please, don't just ditch them the entire winter break, hang out with them once in a while. It'll be good for you.

#3 THROW/ATTEND A CHRISTMAS PARTY!!!!

Now this is one thing you can only during the holiday season. Christmas parties are awesome (unless they're not). They always include three things: Food, Friends, and Christmas. It doesn't matter whether it's just one with your friend, or one with your family. They always manage to find some way to slip into holiday plans. But it's not a bad thing. Take these parties as a chance to get to know some one, make some friends, re-spark old friendships, or even meet someone new, under the mistletoe. ;)

So those are the three main things, that I myself do during the Christmas season. And as much as these things rock, you can't forget to save a bit of personal time for yourself. It's never fun if your body is too worn out to enjoy it. So don't forget to pull aside a few minutes of your day for a little R&R (Rest and Relaxation)

Wishing you Happy Holidays, and Happy New Year,

The Nerdy Blogger

P.S. QUOTE OF THE POST: I will honor Christmas in my heart, and try to keep it all the year.
 -Charles Dickens

A Holly Jolly Return

A Holly Jolly Return


Hello My Sweeties!


I am glad to announce that I have returned from my long, long break. This time for, hopefully, good. And what better timing? With the holidays coming just around the corner, I'll have more time on my hands then ever! YAY!!


Speaking of the holidays, who's excited for Christmas? I AM!!!!! You may not know this, but Christmas just happens to be my FAVOURTE holiday...like ever. I mean come on?! How can you hate it? There's snow, family, friends, food, laughing, embarrassing pictures from your childhood, and, oh yes, the egg nog. Christmas is the one time of the year where we all get together and get know each other all over again. Not mention relive all those wonderful, old memories with those you love. Yup! Christmas has be one of the most cheerful times of the year.




But as much as I love it, it does have it's cons. And I'm not talking about holiday bellies. I'm talking about the big S.C., Mr. HO HO HO. That's right. I'm talking about Santa Clause. Now you're probably thinking, "But who could hate Santa?!?" Calm down, dudes! I never said I hated the fellow, I'm just saying that he distracts from the big picture of Christmas! People get so caught up in making the best light show, and giving the best gift, and cooking the best meal, that they forget about their families. It can make anyone throw their hands in the air and yell "BAH HUM BUG!"


Of course we don't mean to be so forgetful, and competitive, but as time goes, it get's harder and harder to fight the temptation. Our generation is becoming one of greed, gluttony and pride. We're so caught up in the fancy lights, and huge presents, that we forget the true meaning of Christmas. We forget that Christmas isn't about the gifts or turkeys, or red and green lights, or a man in a red and white suit with some serious weight issues! It's about giving to others, not because you want them to give you something back, or because you have to, but because you want to. It's about making some one smile, or laugh just to make them happy. It's about helping out those in who have less then you. That's the true spirit of Christmas.


So this holiday season, I challenge all of you to do something good for someone in your community. Whether it's shoveling some ones drive way for free, or giving a goodie basket to your neighbour, or singing Christmas carols to the seniors at the local nursing home. Do something that makes someone smile. I think you'll find that you'll feel twice as good as when you entered! Now go, my little elves! Spread joy!


Merry Christmas to all! And to all a good night!....Or something like that :)


The Nerdy Blogger


P.S. QUOTE OF THE DAY: It is Christmas in the heart that puts Christmas in the air.  -W.T.Ellis